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Jen
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March 2011
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*sigh* I have had

The Nixons - Sister
from the CD "Foma"

Here I am again
Overwhelming feelings
A thousand miles away
From your ocean home
Part of me is near

Thoughts of what we were invade
The miles that stand between
We can't separate
Your all I hoped you'd become

Sister I see you
Dancing on the stage
Of memory
Sister I miss you

Fleeting visits pass
Still they satisfy
Reminders of the next
Overshadow goodbye
Our flames burn as one

Sister I see you
Dancing on the stage
Of memory
Sister I miss you

All I am begins with you
Thoughts of hope understood
Half of me breathes in you
Thoughts of love remain true

Here we are again saying goodbye
Still we fall asleep underneath the same sky
You're all I knew you'd become

Sister I see you
Dancing on the stage
Of memory
Sister I miss you

Entwined you and I
Our souls speak from across the miles
Intertwined you and I
Our blood flows from the same inside
Half of me breathes in you
Thoughts of love remain true

I see you I feel you
When I close my eyes
I see walking there
I see you dancing in my mind

stuck in my head all morning. It's rainy, which is pretty, but it seems to have brought on an overwhelming feeling of blah. I starting reading a fantastic book last night called Comes a Horseman by Robert Liparulo, it gave me such a chill that I actually had to put the book down. That never happens. 

I found an old friend from high school on Myspace (I know, I know). Patrice was my first IRL girl crush/random makeout partner. There was a time that we almost had sex, but we were both uber nervous.......*sigh* the good ol days of unsure hormones. Her pics with her and her girlfriend are absolutely adorable. 

Ever have one of those days where everyone/everything you know feels like it's suddently weighing you down? Like you're drowning in an ocean of apathy? I used to wrap my apathy around me like a blanket, it was warm and cuddly, and I knew it would never hurt me. I haven't felt the need to do that in a while, but today it's just there. My old friend.....

Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
Current Music: Savage Garden-A Thousand Words