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March 2011
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Jen [userpic]

Right...... I feel like such a fuckin twat. I was at my sister's the past few days. I called Matt this morning cos I knew he'd be worried. And he was, big time. And I know I shouldn't feel as guilty as I do, but well I do. I feel like shit. I hurt the person I swore I'd never hurt. I do it all the fucking time, too. I don't know why. I'm whining, I know, and I don't care. ~sigh~ I always hurt the people I love most, whats wrong with me? Words don't even begin to go into how I feel at the moment. I want the ground to swallow me whole I think.......

Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Incubus-Nice To Know You
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(Anonymous)

Everyone hurts the people they love, whether its an accident, and you don't realize your doing it, or whether you do the action on purpose knowing it may hurt someone you love, if you didn't love them, and they didn't love you, chances are, maybe it wouldn't hurt as much. Its all part of being human I'm afraid. So don't worry for there is nothing wrong with you. And the ground may not open up and swallow you whole, but I will give you a box to hide in atleast.

Thanks,sis. ~crawls into the box and waits to die~ The worst thing is, Megsy, I do it all the time. I want to say more, but the keyboards getting blurry, so I'll run away and cry now...... Oh, and you can't use the <> brackets, the system reads it as HTML so use ** or ~~ instead like me ;p