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March 2011
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*sigh*

Things are things.  I did a little job hunting, got some apllications from the Grand. *shudder* Retail. I also have laundry to do, but I'm tired and worn out. *sigh*

wattshumphrey and I have spent a fair ammount of time together in the past week or so. We've watched a bunch of Hyper Police, Magic Users Club, LOTR, the World Series. We've done random Interwebbing, and stuff.  I just don't have a lot to say about anything right now due to an incident from this morning. I'll get to see him tomorrow, and with my current mood, that thought shines like a star.

I hung out with Trent for a couple of hours, which was lovely as usual. I ran into Crocostimpy at Borders and got to talk with him for a few minutes on his lunchbreak.  Seeing him made me smile and cheered me up some. 

Konnor woke up this morning around 6, and when I let him out of his room, he instantly went into Mike and Madi's room and woke them up. They were taking care of him, so I went back to sleep on the couch. Two hours later I wake up to hear them fighting pretty heavily. Madi stormed outside to smoke a cigarette and Mike came into the living room, I peeked my head up and we kind of talked for a few minutes.  He was venting his frustration, and then told me he pointed out that other people have seen her faults, she promptly snapped back with "Oh you mean Jen?! Everyone knows she's on your side anyway" Upon hearing this I said "Fuck this", got dressed and stormed out.  She tried calling me earlier this afternoon to apologise. I wasn't in the mood to talk to her, so I let the machine get it. According to my caller id she called again while I was with Trent but didn't leave a message. 

I have watched them tear each other apart for three years, I've listened to her crying about how she wants to have a happy ever after, I've listened to him rant about shit she doesn't do.  I've tried to be objective, and tried to give them reasonable advice. *selfish bitch alert* I've even postponed job hunting to take care of Konnor.  I'm tired of their arguing, I'm tired of trying to be helpful, I'm tired of her jealousy accusations and paranoia. I'm tired of trying to be a good auntie/godmother/second mother when all she does is act like I'm trying to replace her. I will not be her fucking scapegoat anymore. I'm just going to lay low for a while and focus on the things I should have been doing a month ago.

Current Mood: pissed offpissed/hurt/*sigh*
Current Music: a commercial on Adult Swim