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March 2011
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Jay and I have our hotel room for Valentine's booked!!!! With the help of Aaron, we got some toys for the weekend. She wanted to go porn shopping, and we had a blast!

Matt and I had an interesting-ish IM the other day, at first it was just shitty small talk, then I brought up the issue of why we haven't talked. He says that his girlfriend Sarah is fine with him calling, but he'd feel guilty. I don't understand that at all. He's changed, though, mostly for the worse, he says. He's showing some of the more obvious signs of depression. Which makes me think that he needs to get rid of whatever in his life is making him change so drastically. I didn't have a chance to tell him this, if I talk to him again soon I will. The thing is, I don't want him to feel guilty for associating with me, but I don't want to feel like the monster in the closet either. I am glad that we've started to get things straightened out, and I'm pretty sure that I'd like to continue the friendship. Aaron asked me why it was important. I can't really give an explanation for it, other than the fact that I was with him for so long, and he was such a big part of my life. He's actually the only one of my exes that isn't a complete asshole. That means a lot to me.

Last night at Node we had a Bite Jen Fest. Aaron, Scarlet, Lisa, Nick and Scott all bit my arms. I still have marks from Aaron, but I have a perfect imprint of Nick and Scott's teeth as well as bruises from them. I enjoyed it *very* much. We also watched the Robin Williams HBO special from 2002, and we just about died from laughter. I've seen it a few times and it gets funnier every time. I've been up since 4:30pm yesterday, I don't plan on going to sleep anytime soon. I need to be able to get to bed and sleep tonight since I work at 9:30 tomorrow. I don't really have anything else to say right now. Maybe I will later.

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I'd have bit ya too... ;X

"He says that his girlfriend Sarah is fine with him calling, but he'd feel guilty. I don't understand that at all." Charade, pardon me for butting in but that right there spoke volumes to me. Maybe he is afraid to continue being friends cause he still has feelings for you?? I really don't know like I said that was the first impression I got.

Have you had anymore dreams of light orbs??

Remember doll... the Goddess created men so women could have something to keep themselves amused...

Hugggss

Re: I'd have bit ya too... ;X

CJ said the same thing. I agree, I don't think he's totally over me. No more orbs, but there was a big white light I saw while falling asleep not too long after the orb incident. Nothing recent, tho. ~hugggggssss~ love ya, Theresa

I don't often enjoy biting on other girls, but it was fun
Even though I normally prefer sucking to biting
Glad you like your gifts and just hit me back when you can
Take care, love! -hugs and kisses-

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Sweetie, you can do whatever you want to me ~weg~ I'll pay you back on Friday, I'm sure Jay will too. Thanks. ~hugggggssss and smoochies~