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March 2011
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So I made it through work, managed to do ok. I stayed up until a lil bit before 7 until I finally gave up and crashed out. I slept for 17 hours. Woke up with a headache, and a white girl afro. I'm pissed and frustrated though. I got my check yesterday it's $147.21, not enough money for everything I need to do.
1.) Pay my mother-$80
2.) carton of smokes-$40
3.) bus pass-$13
4.) top-up card for my phone-$20
5.) pay Aaron-$40
That comes out to $193. I'm $46 short of everything I need. It blows so many goats. I'm mot sure how I can tell Aaron I can't afford to pay her back today. I'd definitely be able to once I get my tax refunds, but those aren't coming for another week yet. I'm getting about $760 back in total. Let's do some math here
1.) new dvd player-$100
2.) new glasses-$200 (I'm guessing on that, my mom and I are doing that in a couple of weeks)
3.) my half of the hotel room-$120
4.) pay Aaron-$40
that's $460, which leaves me at about $300 left.
I'm on the phone with my mom right now, trying to figure out my finances. She may be able to help me out, we don't know yet. Hopefully I'll be able to figure something out. I just hate owing my friends money, and I like getting it paid off right away. I know she said "whenever", but I'd like it to be done.

I IM'd with Matt again yesterday, he tried calling me earlier while I was at work. I think we're all cool now, but I've been getting pissed at him more and more lately. Goldicocks thinks it's cos he's been an asshole and I'm pissed cos he's an asshole that I still love. I agree with him, though. He didn't say it was bad, though. He understands that part of me will always love Matt, but that part of me that does is pissed off at him and it's pissed at me for being such a fool for talking to him again. I bet Sarah wasn't home when he tried calling. I just have this gut feeling. My gut feelings are hardly wrong, so I am starting to feel like the monster in the closet. Whatever. We'll see what happens.

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Comments

you dont need any fucking smokes! your lungs are black enuf already

Re:

pssh, i like my lungs black. =oP

Re: money situation

yeah... I'm butting in again doll... pay back half of who isn't really strapped for cash at the moment, see if there are coupons for ciggies... I use them all the time even if they're only $3.00 or $4.00 off a carton, it helps a bit, brown bag it for lunch... the usual stuff...

Oy!! sorry... didn't mean to "mom" ya...

Hugggs and bites (seems to be the mood yer in lately)