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Jen
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March 2011
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Chris is here at Node. Five years of hatred is flowing freely between us. I catch him looking at me, much like I caught him staring at Breezie's wedding. We are doing the dance of avoidance. It strikes me strange that I still find him beautiful. From about 20 feet away I'm laughing. All the stupid shit that happened between us is suddenly very funny. Amanda from high school keeps telling me "you should call him. You used to get along so well." My reply is always "The day I call him will be the day he calls me." It will never happen, and that makes me laugh. He was never this funny before.

Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: a slow song, I can't tell what it is over the din