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Jen
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March 2011
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Last night I didnt want to go to bed. My body was tired, but my mind wasn't. So I was online til about 3 then Compuserve kicked me off, and then I read for another three hours. When I went to bed at 6 I felt really weird. Like "hang on a minute, Jen, it's morning you should be awake", and I would have stayed up but oblivion called. And last night I also felt lonely. The bed was too big for just one person. I offered to trade beds with a friend, his is smaller than mine. I've been feeling ok today, kinda. Just mostly a little bit of melancholy and lonely, but almost bearable. For while at least. But then something happened and I almost started crying, but Matt made me laugh instead. So I think I'm ok. I've just been feeling kinda blah lately. I don't know what to say, but I don't want to waste any space, yet I don't want to stop. Wtf does *that* mean? ~sigh~

Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Blink 182's new single ~radio~