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March 2011
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Jen [userpic]

 Almost 48 hours since my last cigarette. I'm bouncing back and forth between being ok and wanting to kill things. It hurts us. 

John's in California for work, so I'll get more of my stuff out of here. I want to take my cat, but I can't do that until I sign the lease. I want to have my stuff out of here so John doesn't have the reminders of me, or something. 

I'm doing ok though. Sometimes it hurts a lot, sometimes I hardly think about it. My friends and family have been great to me and I love them with all my heart.

Carrie was here this past weekend, seeing her was amazing. Unfortunately I had to work Friday and Saturday while she was here. Friday she hung out with me at B&N, and Saturday we all hung out, had brekkie and played cards. Double-Oh Nick kept her entertained for a couple of hours whilst I was at work. 

My head hurts. Why am I trying to quit again?

Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Current Music: Disturbed-Pray
Comments

I didn't know that you had broken up with John until I dusted off my LJ and checked out some entries.

You have no idea how proud I am of you right now. You are being very strong and determined and I feel you are taking control and doing what is best for you right now.

If you ever need to talk, my number is still the same and you know you can find me on MySpace or Yahoo IM.

Keep in touch, hun.

*hug*

It's been about two weeks, I was pretty bad for a few days, but I'm doing better.
Thanks hun, I'm pretty proud of myself too. I'd be better if my head would stop pounding. I feel like a grown up now. Isn't that a scary thought?

*huggle* Love you.

because

smoking is gross

Re: because

You're gross. >_

yarr

and you only have one eye apparantly?

Re: yarr

That happens sometimes.