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March 2011
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Jen [userpic]

Well, things have been interesting. I'm only going to say this once and not go into it any further because no one needs to know the full details. Matt and I broke up last week. We're still friends, so it's ok. I mean it's not like we had a big ass fight ya know? Anyhow, enough on that, let's not dig into this part of my personal life.
I'm at Jay's right now. I feel really weird here. It's been like this for a while now, it feels like I'm not welcome. It kinda hurts seeing someone that I call "mom" treat me like shit. Ever since Bristol I've tried to be nice and tried to love and respect her. I can't do it anymore. On Jay's birthday she made me cry and something inside me snapped I don't know what, but something deep in my soul snapped. We've always gotten along pretty well, but this past year or so has been not good. I have a coupla theories and shit but it doesnt help anything knowing that I can't sit down with her and talk to her without her acting like some cornered animal. I don't know. Whatever fuck it. I don't have too much to say right now so erm..... byezie bye

Current Mood: apatheticapathetic


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