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March 2011
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Jen [userpic]
"I have missed you muh big ol Asian :p" direct quote from me to Matt

About 15 minutes or so ago, Matt popped up on my buddy list. A wave of relief so strong it shook me to the core washed over me. After the terrible bombings in London yesterday morning, I couldn't bear to watch the news, after all I had watched CNN for eight hours a day for a week after the Twin Towers were hit. I couldn't sit here shaking without telling him how glad I was that he is alright. This is what I said to him: "Hello, Matt. I can understand if you never want to speak to me again, but I couldn't keep sitting here staring at your screen name without telling you how relieved I am that you're alright. I don't know why I haven't taken you off my list, but I just had to tell you how glad I am that you're alright. ~Jen~" He replied with: "thank you for your concern. it was really sweet of you" I said back to him: "i know im a psycho irrational bitch, but i had to tell you that now please forgive me while i act incredibly girlie and wipe the tears of joy off my face" He and I chatted for a few minutes, gave each other mini-updates on what's going on in our lives. He had to run, though, which made me a little sad because it's been nearly a year since we've talked. He's safe, and I still think about him, and I am so relieved that he's safe. I know he doesn't live in London, but I also know that he goes to London because of work. *runs to a corner wiping away tears of joy*
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