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March 2011
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Jen [userpic]

"They say you'll never love another til you love yourself well brother I'm in love with everyone I see"-Barenaked Ladies

I'm so fucking happy I can't sleep. I have my Goldicox back :D Before we got everything straightened out I pointed out that he was still wearing the necklace I'd gotten him two maybe three years ago he said "I don't think there's anything that would happen to make me take this off and throw it across the room screaming "that fucking bitch!"" I literally flew into his arms when he said that. I even smacked my glasses against his cheeks, which left us both going "ow". Once we got everything out into the open it was decided that neither one of us wanted to lose each other. I sat on the living room floor crying and he said "No. Don't do that." followed by something really funny that I can't remember, but I was crying because I was happy. It's been a long time since I cried happy tears. During our time apart we both wrote pieces that captured our mutual hurt and confusion. My response to his was "Fuck, I'm a horrible bitch" his response to mine was "It's good! And it rhymes!" Here is my piece:

copyright 2005 Jennifer Alexander

Counting the days we've been apart
Trying to live without a heart
Can't erase the years
Can't fight the tears
Your empty eyes
Feels like it's been a lie
Lost the will to fight
Gone silent into the night
The battle's won
The lines drawn
Slipped away
Lost in a sea of grey
Angel to my demon
Light to my dark
Finally beaten and broken
From things felt and unspoken

Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Barenaked Ladies-It's Only Me


Very much Yay :D